Chasing a dream

In my pursuit

Of something

I forgot to tell you

That I want to matter

That my pain

And my pleasure

Depend on your mood swings

And I am a prisoner

Of your whim

And fancy

Of your imagination

Or lack of one

And I feel like I have lost

All of me

In the sea of your disinterest

Floating just above

The waves

Of my doubt

Trying to get back

To another reality