He said ....

Half in and out
of laughter
and joking
I thought I heard
something
probably nothing
from the beautiful mind
and damaged soul
entity of art
I thought was
something
how I've longed
for this
not knowing
that knowing
would kill me
tear me to pieces
scattered across the void
I thought I heard
what I wanted to hear
never wanted to hear
confusing
I turn away from and to you
and in you
I find relief
from myself

              late for work...again

graduation day lil sis!